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my new xanga is xandxthanxixdiex…ill be updating both sites at the same time…
guess what?
nothing special….just one stupid update..new screenname…”xandxthanxixdiex for yahoo…wooaw”…blah blah..blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah …still thinking still thinking still thinking still thinking still thinking still thinking still thinking still thinking still thinking still thinking!!!!
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today7/13/04
today…was kinda kinky…cause yeah…me and sheryl was lock in one room for “7 MINUTES OF HELL/HEAVEN”..i wanted to “kiss” her…but yeah..i wasnt that happy to kiss her….but yeah..that time..i wanted to get really kinky her…you know what i mean..take off my clothes and yeah do on her..and shit..im not really myself anymore…since yeah..sara…that yeah…i was fucken depress thats why at shentells’s house i made like im so ass normal..but i didnt…jerwyn knows about it…but lohi them dont know until i told them that i not with her…but that time 7 minutes with an EXTRA MINUTE was ok…did i told you that i told that sheryl strip off her shirt..that time..i wanted to kiss her….did i told you that?..i wanted to kiss her..go on the bed and just kiss her…
today
today…funfacs….sheryl and i were handcuff cause me and her didnt “want to get lost” and that time..i was kinda…kinda honry…cause being handcuff with her makes me…yeah…lol..so yeah..i update laters…
man….
man im starting to cutting myself again…like i always do..man..sara..when ever you going stop this doing this to me…all these songs that i listening to is remind of you..your like slowy killing me..man i need my ddr freaks now….i rather die then seeing you…last time you ignored me the whold week…can tell that you wanted to get away from me…no wonder we was not ment to be..
to sara…
i found a new medicine that will tear you apart since we split apart…this is your fault…your fault you stop caring and loving me…
im…….(stupid test thing

Cyber! Awesome, you must rock…
AND
Bre@kd0wn?! And I thought I was the only one…
man..i need my ddr freaks now…
something that came up and i dont wanna talk about it…only jerwyn knows about…freaking crying like hell shit…summer dramas.
one month after…updated info

jerwyn, lohi, me
so yeah..that day..i almost gotten yelled at cause i didnt tell my mother and father that im going to one goodbye party or grad party…so yeah..that time was fun..jerwyn played halo that time..me and lohi was playing stepmania cause yeah i bring my laptop that day…the party was three houses away from lohi’s house..and yeah…she got kick out and stay with her friends/boyfriend’s house, we mostly bring food cause yeah..she dont eat breakfast..unless yeah she have money..but i still bring food just in case

ma-anne – standard
ma-anne is doing well and yeah..me, roni, and lohi went to her house on one of the sundays..ate some snacks over at her house, her brother (mark) is kinda kool in a really odd way..watch some parts of the movie “kill bill”..yeah yeah..moving on…just really hope that she hang with us sometime next week with crystal…

jerwyn – heavy
..man all this time i mostly hang with jerwyn..dont know…he has my ipod charger…and yeah..he always ask me if he wanna use it and yeah i lend it to him..cause yeah since he mostly calls me …but yeah..he’s odd in a odd way…wait that didnt make since at all..lol..but yeah…you see that banner ontop of my page….what is says?

lohi – heavy
yes lohi..i know..yeah…man yeah…..next thing you know i going call you sister for now on..lol..naa..its up to you….you like the most important person cause yeah..you made us really laugh alot…must be the mchicken with pickles right..lol..and your fav. drink..lol..but yeah..at lease you stay with a safe person now since your dad kick you out …but now…were like kinda taking care of you…even though my mom yells at me cause you have my dbz shirt.i always put “FRIENDS” on first in line…so yeah..take care and see you…lol..everyday..lol

Micth – light
yea yeah…another buddy of minds..cause of roni..lol..naa..dont know much about you though…but yeah..even though i dont know you alot ..were still buddys cause you look after us..that really kool.

Sheryl – heavy+god
– yeah…i known you since lohi introduce you to us that time…yeah..your awsome cause yeah..your good in ddr..unlike me..lol..so yeah..lol…hows your crush going on?…lol..with the kind…huh..huh..lol.just playing

josh – heavy
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josh..you owe me one buck..lol..yeah…i still dont know how i meet you anyways..lol..so yeah..this month was kinda off…since you meet me cause of ddr and yeah..and from roni too…freakin nasty guy…
Monty – heavy – (picture soon)yeah monty…we love you always…and yeah…lol..you owe me 2 bucks..lol…yeah. yeah but you going get paid this friday so yeah…keep it kool…just dont rush it….
ddr players yeah….man…i still trying to be ass good as you guys…cause yeah…you guys go for the words “heavy”…