theme of layout is….//something that jayson dare me to do..//new song until upadte.

tomorrow’s
theme of layout is “When Broken Is Easily Fixed”….yeah yeah…it’s
from the band called “Silverstein”…and yeah…mostly some of there
songs are my fav….like..you know “smashed into pieces”….ahh..i keep
listen to there songs during 4th period and afterskool….”dam….what
ever happen to emo.sessions?….”….hummm….let’s see…..maybe after session.eight….ah….ok that dare…..ok…i have to do it…ok….i love you sara…….why
i love you so much? well, my friends have this wierdest thing that they
all wanna hang with you..uh…lol…why i even doing
this..lol…ok….you have good taste in music….rad short hair like my friends…likes tatu…julia yeah that one…you funny (not like my other 2 girlfriends)…GOD – always help you on things when you need him, even though sara not online always, i have god, im not alone…u,
you understand other people feelings, including
minds…..yeah…hehe…sara i know you read my page
“harhar”….changing layout friday…and yeah….enjoy this new
song….cause yeah the other one i had sounds “uh”….just listen to
this song until i update my xanga on friday

new layout tomorrow…

since
every homework done by tomorrow…we not going have homework…and that
means i can finally upadate my xanga…i know that i made sooo much bad
things that i mostly hurt sara for our relationship..and yeah…sorrie
that again…and yeah…tomorrow i can show the drawing that i made for
her…and yeah..i going post pictures of lohi and mayanne and others
tomorrow..i guess i need to call somebody tomorrow..cause
yeah…talking to lohi and mayanne is not enough….talking to
sara…feels that she right here talking to me…and yeah….sorrie
that i was mad at you….for no reason…

bleeding heart

i
know that i made sooooooooooo much mistakes to hurt/break our
friendship….and im very very sorrie what i did to you…and i should
make it up to you…all these days make me soo..uh…i cant say it…i
know your ignoring my messages that i text to you….i can see that our
friendship is over right? it’s really hard to lose a friend of
mind..and the comment that you put….i was mad at myself…the stuff
that i did that you dont want me to do…

mad
at people….not crystal, not jayson, not richard, not jerwin, not
mayanne, not lohi,…theres only one person that i didnt put up on
here….well…MUST BE YOU…YOU…uh…maybe you just moved on…or
maybe that you hate me…or..maybe “your tried so hard to be a
bestfriend, but now……”…..you know what already…killing myself
will SOVLE My FUCKEN PROVLEM RIGHT…