February 7, 2004
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why....why my past keeps coming back to me.
why why my past keeps coming back to me.....why...im alone as always....dark things....all alone..i was happy when sara talk to me......why...why..please god help me....
a letter
i'm waiting for sara to come home from the carnival...cause i made a letter for her...in class during period 2.....the teacher didnt mind i doing anything....i waiting for sara to get home and ask me for her letter from me...
i have to thax
i have to thax sara for helping me out this sadness from yesterday and writing a letter for me =), mayanne for making me laugh everytime, crystal for walking with me to home, monty or making wierd comments on the movie that we watch, richard for being there even though you didnt want to..lol, my group in period 3 for making wierd brownies, jay for making wierd comments about my hair and what classes i going to take.....lol......later days
i have to think
...im thinking that i going to color my hair redish and brownish.....cause i can......maybe.....maybe therre will be some changes of in my life.....abit and abit....
i wish that i would just die
...i wish that i would just die....i wish that i would just die....i wish that i would just die....i wish that i would just die....i wish that i would just die....i wish that i would just die....i wish that i would just die....i wish that i would just die....i wish that i would just die....i wish that i would just die....i wish that i would just die....
wishing...
...wishing that i was dead so i dont have these feelings right now...i hate it......i hate it....wishing that i was dead would sovle my problems earlyer....but no....it cant
good-bye everyone
good-bye everyone...........
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