February 3, 2004

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  sara

  im sorrie sara, i should told you how i feel about you. before, when you have a boyfriend..i had this really big crush on you. im sorrie that i never told you earlyer...i couldnt tell you how i felt about you. im crazy all over you. i hope you read this sara......i hope you do....
  

  sorrie sara

  sorrie sara im hurting myself again...
  

  im crying

  i dont know why but im crying right now...i feel alone......i need someone to hold me...someone to talk to me....i dont think that i wouldnt be loved again....im sorrie sara i should tell you, i should tell that i...that i...that i....i dont know....i..i...i should tell you that i.....i cant tell you how i feel...about....
  

  you know who you are

  i know what you going to now....you been happy since you guys got together but now...you guys apart.....is it my fault?....if it is...im sorrie for that..and im really sorrie.....now i want to.................................
  

  pix of me......yeah i know my friend is so into pictures...

  
  

  ...white...

  i have to wear white clothing on tuesdays and thursdays.....and long pants....i really match with my glasses (same glasses like sara's one).....look at me look at me...lol and i mostly carry my notebook and my sushi....lol ....i going post a pix looking like that on tuesday...
  

  info updated...

  
  1. Name: Karl Pajela
  2. Nickname: Mister Rad Friend, sushi boy
  3. Age: I is sexteeN…lol!
  4. Astrological sign: SCORPIO
  5. Chinese zodiac sign: Rabbit… LOL
  7. Sexual Preference: HAHAHA…I LIKE this question.
  8. Eye color: SO DARK BROWN, that is should be BLACK…
  9. Height: 5'9…
  10. Shoe size:Depends on the brand.Eight to nine usually…
  11. Parents still together?: yup…High skoo sweethearts too…
  12. Siblings: 2 brothers, and 1 sister
  13. Nieces/Nephews:  TWO…
  14. Kids of your own: um….no.Even tho I’d save money with the daycare at skoo.
  15. Grandkids: ::smirks::YeS!No children but I do have grandkids…OF COURSE NOT DUMBASS… 
  16. Pets: Hmm….i don’t.My sister does…It’s like a ZOO ober here…
  17. In school/graduated:  in skool...
  18. Rent, lease, or own your home:  I Live with my parentals.What can I say…
  19. Have any credit cards:  No…I did get approved to buy a car tho…with no credit.
  20. What do you drive:  let’s say that i dont drive yet but i have a is300… ^_^
  
  *!*Preferences*!*
  
  21. Color: gray, black, white, blue...
  22. Number: I like 1, 11, 111, 14, 1x1, 8, 4, sextillion…
  23. Animal: Mommy, I wanna PUPPY! [Ein]
  24. Vehicle: the LEXUS iS 300
  25. Flower: OoOo…unpicked flowers please…*giggles* I like…idk…like flowers…
  26. Scent: GASOLINE, SHARPIES, THE MUSKY A/C SMELL, NEW CARS, NEW Things FROM Apple, COFFEE, ORANGES, VANILLA
  27. Shape: I Heart stars!
  28. Drinks: ANYTHING
  29. Soda: I like white PEPSI [yeah yeah…I make my own tho…] and Blue COKE…yeah yeah..make that urself too…
  30. Book:  Gate Keepers OR KAMASURTA…lol.
  31. Band/Singer: Anything that sara listen are really good to me
  32. Song:  sara...you pick your fav. song for me
  
  *!*Do you *!*
  
  33. Color your hair?:  DUR…at least every month…
  34. Twirl your hair?:  not in class…lol
  35. Have tattoos?: I want sum..
  36. Piercings?:  where?…
  37. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both?: nope....i break-up with my girlfriend one month ago
  38. Cheat on tests/homework? YES.I’m PROUD too…
  39. Drink/Smoke?: drink?Known fact…will when I can…smoke?I would, but can’t buy any.So no.
  40. Like roller coasters? no....but sometimes i do..
  41. Wish you could live somewhere else?:  Of COURSE! the person i really like’s house....lol
  42. Want more piercings?:  where?
  43. Like cleaning?: I clean my body…real good.....do you wanna clean my body for me?
  44. Write in cursive or print? no...
  45. Carry a donor card?: no.
  46. Swear a lot?: not that much...only in bed i do..lol…
  47. Own a web cam?:  YES!Do I use it?NO!there’s no extra usb port das why…
  48. Know how to drive? I TRYING KAY!
  49. Diet?: I NEED TO…cause i might gained in TSUKADAS class…
  50. Own a cell pone?: YES!As a matter of fact, I have three lying around sumwhere…
  51. Ever get off the computer?:  HA!No.im on ALL the time…
  52. Habla Espanol?: Si.
  
  *!*Have you ever*!*
  
  53.Gotten a speeding ticket?: no…
  54.DUI? lol…maybe when I turn twenty.one.
  55.Been a wreck?:no…seen too much.
  56.Been arrested?: no…I’m an ANGEL. *coughs*
  57.Been in a fist fight?: no…and don’t even try.
  58.Kicked someone in the nuts? no…
  59.Stolen anything?: no…only FOOD…
  60.Held a gun?: no
  61.Drank?:  YES!
  62. Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name?: hmm…I gotten drunk to the point where I felt the world was slowing down, and to the point where I almost kissed [person]…
  63. Considered a life of crime?:  what KINE crime?
  64. Considered being a hooker?: hmm…it depends.MANWHORE is such a COOL title…lol
  65. Had Sex?: THIS QUESTION…WHY?I won’t say cause...
  66. Cheated on someone?:  Yes…but she cheated on me at the same time…
  67.Been married?:  no…
  68.Cried over a girl?:  yeah…SO?
  69. Cried over a boy?:  *coughs* haha wierd question…
  70.Lied to someone?: yeah…ONE times…HI!
  71.Been in love?:  hmm…idk.I THOUGHT I was…I thought I WASN’T…I forgot.
  72.Fallen for your best friend?: ::coughs:: um…that’s kinda a personal question…
  73. Made out with JUST a friend?: HELL YEAH!Can THAT be a bounus?
  74.Been rejected?:  no..
  75.Been in lust: LOTS of times…today, yesterday, Friday…
  76.Used someone?: sad to say…yes.For food and movies tho… ^_^
  76 Been used?: YES!For food and movies…
  77.Been cheated on?:  YEAH….have u READ my xangurr?
  78.Been kissed?: Yeah.
  79.Experimented with homosexuality?:  ....
  
  *!* Now *!*
  
  80.Current mood: good…wating for SUMONE to call…
  81.Current music: the mercy kiss - nothing less [than everything]...i love it...
  82.Current taste: hmmm..lol strawberrys…
  83.Current hair: red-brown…well…im trying…it aint GROWING!GROW HAIR, GROW!
  84.Current annoyance: people thinking im no fun…cuz I don’t talk much online…WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO SAY IF I DON’T KNOW WHAT UR FACE LOOKS LIKE AND UR EXPRESSIONS?
  85.Current smell: buttery cookies…
  86.Current thing I ought to be doing: CALLING SOMEONE!
  87.Current windows open: internet explorer, appleworks, iTunes, iChat, winamp, Safari, iPhoto, Adobe, dvd player…SO?I mulitask....the more it runs...tha more it become fast…lol.
  88.current desktop picture: someone that i really like but couldnt tell her...what...i made it as a wallpaper so what...lol…
  89.Current favorite band:  Sara knows...i think....i listen what she’s listens….
  90.Current book: let’s say that theres a bible in my room......i dont know what im reading rightnow..lol.
  91.Current cds in stereo:  sowee…don’t have a stereo. I have complete SOUND SYSTEM aka G5…the speakers are really kickin
  92.Current crush: Chika knows…
  93.Current favorite celeb: PARiS HiLTON!
  94.Current hate: hmm…waiting.It’s boring.
  95.Current job: unemployed, hopefully at my cousin’s working place
  96.Current clothes: nothing....yeah right....shirt off but i have my boxersbeifs on.......…
  97.Last book u read:....Zzzz whoa?
  98.Last movie you saw: LOTR:ROTK…wanna watch it AGAIN!
  99.Last thing you had to drink: water
  100.Last thing you ate: sushi…
  101.Last person you talked to on the phone: no one but sara called me…
  
  *!* Do you *!*
  
  102.Do drugs?:  no…I’m too freaked on the consequences…
  103.Have a dream that keeps coming back?: yeah yeah yeah....it coming back to me
  104.Play an instrument?: I like to use my ibook to do the playing for me lol…
  105.Believe there is life on other planets?: dont know
  106.Remember your first love?:  idk what LOVE is?How would I KNOW?There were too many FLINGS for me…but I remember one particular one…rich…and really nice.
  107.Still love him/her?: no...
  108.Read the newspaper?: Horrorscopes, interesting stuff…and the classifieds… 
  109.Have any gay or lesbian friends?: Yup….::waves to them::
  111.Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: Yeah…it’s just a rare occurrence.
  112.Consider yourself tolerant of others?: Hmmm…yes and no.depends on what I have to tolerate.
  113.Consider love a mistake: sometimes…like the LAST time I said LOVE…
  114.Have a favorite candy?: lol…ilfe savers…
  115.Believe in astrology?:  yeah…
  116.Believe in magic?:  of COURSE…I tried…it WORKS…u should too!
  117.Believe in God?: YUP!! id do as always
  118.Do well in school?: hell yeah!I sleep and get A’s or B’s… ^_~
  119.Go to or plan to go to college:  Yup yup….
  120.Wear hats?:  no…
  121.Hate yourself: doesn’t everybody?
  122.Have an obsession?:  yup…it’s jus only chika knows it…it’s the person i like
  123.Have a secret crush?:  yup…but if I tell, it won’t be a SECRET..DUH! but chika knows
  124.Do they know yet?:  IT’S A SECRET…ONLY Chika Knows...ask her...
  125.Collect anything?:  let’s see.I collect controversial images [gurl/gurl, dude/dude, gurl/dude/girl, religios kine] but it aint PORN!I ....ok those anime *porn* dvd.....eh my cousin is nasty k!
  126.Have a best friend?:  HI!::waves at friend::
  127.Close friends?: yup…
  128.Like your handwriting?: of course…three sentences and I already filled one page
  129.Care about looks?: i like......ask chika already.
  
  *!* Love life *!*
  
  130.First crush: katie…something…FIRST GRADE.
  131.First kiss:  *should i tell?*
  132.Single or attached?: Single, but I MIGHT be attached soon…
  133.Ever been in love?:  I thought It was…I was wrong…
  134.Do you believe in love at first sight? Saw it twenty inches away from me…then it fell apart
  135.Do you believe in "the one?":  DURR…How do you think?
  136. Describe your ideal significant other: NiCe… likes most of the stuff I’m into, someone who can carry the types of convos I get myself into…treats me right, respects me…and all in all is someone who’s FAITHFUL, really cares..…
  
  *!* Juicy stuff *!*
  
  137.Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: do you want to?
  138. Have you ever been intoxicated?: I MIGHT have been…
  139.Favorite place to be kissed?: Lips is good, tounge is better, OoOo all over..hehe
  140.Are you a tease? I CAN BE…If you WANT me to be…lol
  141.Shy to make the first move? Yeah.That’s why im waiting for a phone call.
  
  *!* Are you a *!*
  
  142.Wuss: I’ll admit.YES!
  143.Druggy:  druggy…NO!!!
  144.Daydreamer: Im ALWAYS in space…that’s why I always say WHA?!?!?!?
  145.Freak:  yes I am.PROUD too.Well, more of a PERV really…
  146.Dork: um
  147.Brat: um
  148.Sarcastic:  hehe.Cuz you do look nice in your clothes.
  149.Goody-goody: in class…ONLY!
  150.Angel: now where did I put my wings and halo…sara wanna find it for me? lol
  151.Devil: i dont get mad......i only get sad...
  152.Shy: Try talk to me if u don’t know me.
  153.Talkative: online on iChat...lol
  154.Adventurous:  it depends…but I’d say im pretty adventurous
  155.Joker:  depends…
  156.Flirty: I SUCK AT being sad......cheer me up sara…
  

  AH!!!GATE KEEPERS 21!.......

  omg i love gate keepers 21......my fav. anime all this time....lol....."GATE OPEN!
  
  

  Gate Keepers 21 theme song

  
  Ima (kyou) egao ga areba
  KIMI no ega ga areba...
  
  Ikigirashi furimuita toki
  Itsumo KIMI ga ite warai kaketa
  Kujikesou na kokoro ni hibiku
  Tashika na ashioto
  
  Aoi sora ni habataku tori-tachi wa
  Kanashimi wo furikitte yuku
  
  Ima (kyou) kibou ga aru yo
  Mune ni kibou ga aru yo
  Ima (kyou) koso akeyou
  Asu (mirai) e no Gate
  
  Ima (kyou) yuuki ga aru yo
  Atsui yuuki ga aru yo
  Dakara egao de tachiagarou
  Get'up my heart!
  
  Kurayami de hiza kakaete mo
  Nani mo kawaranai kokoro tojite
  Kao wo agereba kikoeru hazu
  Kasuka na utagoe
  
  Arashi no naka sobieru kashi no ki wa
  Ikusen no inochi (seimei) mamoru yo
  
  Ima (kyou) chikara ga areba
  BOKU no chikara ga areba
  Subete no tatakai wo
  Owarasetai
  
  Demo yuuki ga areba
  Ai to yuuki ga areba
  Kizu darake de mo tachiagarou
  Get'up my heart!
  
  Tachiagarou... Arukidasou...
  Asu (mirai) wo shinjite
  
  Ima (kyou) egao ga areba
  KIMI no egao ga areba
  Kokoro wo tozashiteru kagi ga hiraku
  
  Ima (kyou) yuuki ga areba
  Atsui yuuki ga areba
  Hashiridaseru yo
  
  Ima (kyou) egao ga aru yo
  Hikaru egao ga aru yo
  Ima (kyou) koso akeyou
  Asu (mirai) e no Gate
  
  Ima (kyou) yuuki ga aru yo
  Atsui yuuki ga aru yo
  Kitto kagayaku yume ni todoku
  Get'up my heart!
  
  Ima (kyou) asu (mirai) e habatake my heart
  
  

  i going update more laters!!!

  • 4:19 am
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