Month: December 2003


  • reliving my firist memoryies again….those happy memories from old time ago…1/01/04 – 2/14/04


    now playing – 1000 words


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    Cold in life’s throws, I’ll fall asleep for you
    Cold in life’s throws, I only ask you turn away
    Cold in life’s throws, I’ll fall asleep for you
    Cold in life’s throws, I only ask you turn
    As they seep… into me, oh, my beautiful one, now


    Goodbye Everyone….See you guys in the Farplane ; /

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    Mne nuzha ona!, Ne prosi!!!

    Music.sphere.of.the.year – click.here.for.a.sad.video!!
    i have to thank this person ala0ofaznbabe8o8 cause she put a sad musicsphere on her xanga…so…go thank her now!!!!and tell her that you like the song and the video !!!

    music.playing: a thousand words


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    A thousand words lyrics


    I know that your hiding things
    Using gentle words to shelter me
    Your words were like a dream
    But dreams could never fool me
    Not that easily

    I acted so distant then
    Didn’t say goodbye before you left
    But I was listening
    You fight your battles far from me
    Far too easily

    Save your tears cause I’ll come back
    I could hear that you whispered as you walked through that door
    But still, I swore
    To hide the pain, when I turn back the pages
    Shouting might have been the answer
    What if I’d cried my eyes out and begged you not to depart
    But now I’m not afraid to say what’s in my heart

    Though a thousand words
    Have never been spoken
    They’ll fly to you
    Crossing over the time and distance holding you
    Suspended on silver wings
    And a thousand words
    One thousand confessions will cardle you
    Maiking all of the pain you fell seem far away
    They’ll hold you forever

    The dream isn’t over yet
    Though I often say I can forget
    I still relive that day
    You’ve been there with me all the way
    I still hear you say
    Wait for me I’ll write you letters
    I could see how you stamered with your eyes to the floor
    But still I swore to hide the dought when I trun back the pages
    Anger might have been the answer
    What if I’d hung my head and said that I couldn’t wait
    But now I’m strong enough to know it’s not to late

    Cause a thousand words
    Call out through the ages
    They’ll fly to you
    Even though we can’t see
    I know they are reaching you, suspended on silver wings
    Oh a thousand words
    One thousand embraces
    Will cradle you
    Making all of your weary days seem far away
    They’ll hold you forever

    Oh a thousand words
    Have never been spoken
    They’ll fly to you
    They’ll carry you home, and back into my arms
    Suspended on silver wings (oioooooooohhhhhhhhhh)
    And a thousand words 
    Call out through the ages
    They’ll cradle you
    Turning all of the loney years only days
    They’ll hold you forever


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    Melody of Pleasure

    Start with your caresses sweet and warm.
    I’ll be sexy and touch you strong.

    Touch and kiss me wherever you desire.
    Today I’m ready and filled with fire.

    I’m hot for you to make the move.
    The more you do the more I get so soft and smooth.

    I’ll kiss you gently and say your name.
    Be with me and you won’t complain.

    Be inside with me, work me well.
    I’ll kiss and promise not to tell.

    Make me climax make me scream.
    Whip me up like a bottle of cream.

    Show me freaky show me nice.
    I’ll bring the sugar you bring the spice

    Grab my hips feel my thighs.
    I’ll smile sweetly and look into your eyes.

    You just give me that sign of relief.
    I’ll give you my moans of disbelief.

    We can stop the pleasure with a tender good night.
    Or keep on going all through the night…




    Something for “Her” :

    Ya Soshla S Uma but Ya Tebya Lyublyu Sara?! Prostie Dvizenija!!!…..Eto solnechnye yad Zolotye luchi.Kto-ta kak ti, kto-ta kak ja. Kto-ta poymiot, kto-ta kak ja.

    Another for the apple family =) an iBook G4


    haha yes yes…i got my christmas gift today at compusa. haha lolz…just wanna thax my father to buying me ANOTHER ONE lol. now i addinng it to my other collection of apple latops…yea i hav two more from my brithday and one from my uncle haha….now i can connect to my apple 23″ display and my two laptops….now i can put “Adobe Photoshop Cs on this laptop….now..i need another route…hmmm oh yeah i already telled you guys i had a G5 too yeah?

    A Japanese girl that have those looks from Final Fantasy from VII to X-2 =)



    Yunie[Gunner Sphere] From Final Fantasy X-2


    Jitan From Final Fantasy IX


    Rikku From Final Fantasy x-2


    Rinoa From FInal Fantasy VIII


    Se-Ra From i dont know


    Serufi From Final Fantasy VIII


    Lenne/Yunie[Songstress Sphere] From Final Fantasy X-2


    Lenne/Yunie[Songstress Sphere] From Final Fantasy X-2


    Lenne/Yunie[Songstress Sphere] From Final Fantasy X-2


    Yuna From Final Fantasy X


    DAM! Must be a Final Fantasy Lover… i want her, haha


    Sex…waaa?

    ahh…how you like this girl….she seems so dam hot..haha! a dream girl. she is soo dam, wait!!!A girl at skool likes me but i like her….wait the hell i talking about i like her and she like me..dam it but i like a girl from another skool.

    God bless =/

    i must sacrifice my life. dont know why but i MUST DO IT.. well maybe this is goodbye now until next time…or maybe there will be a next time……dont know now… now i need to talk to “her” before it’s the end for me..

    Events for 2004:


    tatu.revolution.4.5 – January.2004


    1000 words to say to you.revolution.5 – January 19, 2003


    Eyes on Me.revolution.6


  • Dam it, why i keep doing that!!!!!

    Today, i bump to one girl that Really looks like that girl that i really like but was not her…i said “im sorrie, i thought you was….um i have to go now”…my friends was laughing. DAM IT!!! Why I KEEP DOING THAT…the same person to that i always bump into…uh..dam it looks like her but it’s not that girl i really like..WHY, TELL ME WHY!!!

    Sneak Preview of layout of Revolution.Session.5


    yes it’s going to be “1000 words” featuring yes the song by “Jade from sweetbox – 1000 words” more updates soon it’s only 8% complete so there about 92% more to go to launch it (cause NO MORE COMPUTER RIGHT NOW!!!!!)Uhhhhh i hate this…… and yes might going have a windows xp visual style and a mac os x version….today was a good day….10 gay things happend in my thrid period (i dont wanna talk about it)..went to mcd…ate over there…pick up my cousin…go on my cousin’s compaq computer…started to make my 1st visual style for windows xp 1st then i make one for the mac too…i still feeling the pain that i had before….yes heartbreak heartbreack heartbreak nothing about heartbreak….i just wish that everything just go away right now…..


    My Desktop on Windows XP


    see it bigger!!!

    haha…yes this is my desktop as always……ah…..i need more pix….wacth out i might take your pix on my digi camara…haha…jokes….today was kool cause i went to mcd for lunch…me and my sister only…then i went back to skool and go to the computer lab with my friends…the computer that i was on didnt like me..oh wellz i really hate there computer cause there computer is windows 98….they should upgrade it to windows 2000 at least……wee look at my soild desktop…can i see yours?

    God Bless =)


  • Questions about Karl Pajela..


    1. Full Birth Name: Karl Gano Pajela
    2. Natural Hair Color: Black
    3. Hair Color Currently: Black
    4. Eye Color At Birth: Black
    5. Eye Color Currently: Black
    6. Height Currently: 5’9″
    7. Glasses/Contacts: Glasses
    8. Birth date: November 4, 1987
    9. Sign: Scorpio 10. Siblings: 2 older brothers and 1 older sister
    11. Location: Kailihi, HI [Ktown]
    12. School Attended: Farrington High
    13. Grade attend: Junior
    14. G. P. A.: no comment
    15. College Plans: Damn… still clueless
    16. Planned College Major: Anything that deals with computer [still unsure]
    17. Planned College Minor: blah…
    18. Any Piercing: no
    19. Any Tattoos: Soon…hahaha..

    SOCIAL LIFE:
    1 Best Friend(s): my bitches
    2. Best Guy Friend(s): Josh
    3. If You Could marry Anyone Who Would It Be?: let’s just say that i dont know yet
    4. Current Dating Partner: Im a lonely motherfucker again
    5. Current Crush: cant tell.
    6. Hobbies: G5.. web designing… Adobe Photoshop CS.
    7. Where Can You Usually Be Found: home, school, ala moana, mcd
    8. Who Can You Usually Be Found With: my vendettaz friends
    9. Cell Phone: Yeah.. 2 kinds
    10. Pager: No more
    11. Are You Center Of Attention Or Wallflower: Idk, ask my friends
    12. What Type Automobile Do You Drive: I dont have a license
    13. What Type Automobile Do You Wish You Drove: Lexus iS300..wait i have one already and not using it
    14. Who Do You Know Personally That Has The Best Car: My sister’s boyfriend [Chevy S1o]..
    15. Are You Timely Or Always Late: always timely..
    16. Would You Rather Be With Friends Or On A Date: No matter just as long as I have FUN.
    17. Where Is The Best Hangout: My room
    18. Do You Have A Job: No..getting one
    19. Where Do You Attend Church: depends where my parents go to
    20. Are You Active In Your Youth Group: wtf? no? lol
    21. Do You Like Being Around People: I like being around my krew

    FRIENDS: Out Of Your GFF’s (or friends in general)
    Who….

    1. Have You Known The longest ?: Crystal
    2. Do You Argue The Most With: Angelique, Mayanne, Quynh
    3. Do You Always Get Along With: get plenty
    4. Is The Most Trustworthy: get too much like that!
    5. Makes You Laugh The Most: mayanne, Lohi
    6. Has Been There Through All The Hard Times: Sara
    7. Always Has A Man/Woman: wahh?
    8. Is The Most Sensitive: Uh..
    9. Has The Coolest Parents: Do i have to name them?
    13. Is The Most Blunt: ?
    14. Is The Shyest: me!
    15. Is The Most Outgoing: Me, Mayanne, Crystal , Quynh, Sara
    16. Is Most Rebellious: idk…
    17. Is Most Likely To Become Famous: MAYANNE! …SARA!
    18. Is Most Likely To Become Rich: Me but there’s Jayson so…Me agaiants Jayson?
    19. Is Most Likely To Wind Up In Jail: idk…..maybe one of my best friends
    20. Is Most Likely To Have a Million kids: Thats impossible! haha maybe lohi
    21. Is Most Likely To never Have Kids: ….
    22. Always Wears A Smile: Angelique maybe….SARA?


    23. Is Smartest: idk…
    24. Has The Biggest Attitude: hahahaha.. no comment
    25. Without Thinking About It, Who would die for you: idk.. my friends? my family?
    26. Complains The Least: idk..
    27. Biggest Flirt: idk…
    28. Needs A Good/Bad Girl: ME
    29. who would Never EVER Betray You: shizz… idk?

    PERSONAL:

    1. Who Is Your Role Model: My older sister
    2. What Are Your Pet Peeves: idk
    3. Have You Ever Been In Love: Yup…haha…only last 5 months
    4. Have You Ever Really Liked Someone You Had No Chance With: Yes
    5. Have You Ever Cried Over The Opposite Sex: Yes
    6. Do You Have A “Type” Of Person You Always Go After: Uh.. I dont think so
    7. How Long Was Your Longest Relationship: 5 months hahaha.
    8. Have You Ever Lied To Your Best Friend(s): Were all NOT innocent.
    9. Ever Wanted To Get Revenge On Someone Because They Hurt You: yeah bah
    10. Ever Been Lied To By A Significant Other: no comment
    11. Ever Been Cheated On: Yes..
    12. Ever Said I Love You To A Significant Other: Yes
    14. Rather Be Dumper Or Dumpee: Dumper
    15. Rather Have a Relationship or A “Hookup”: Relationship
    16. Want Someone You Don’t Have Right Now: Yeah, who wouldnt think like this if your single?
    17. Ever Liked Your Best Guy/Girl Friend: whoah.. MAYBE like that.
    18. Are You Lonely Right Now: Yeah, I was always lonely
    19. Ever Afraid You’ll Never Get Married: oOoh yeah!
    20. Do You Want To Get Married: who wouldnt?
    21. Do You Want Kids: uh.. yeah.. I guess so
    22. Do You Believe In Psychics: no
    23. Do You Believe You Know Who You Are Going To Marry: no.. everything happens for a reason
    24. What Is Your Favorite Part Of Your Physical Being: idk..
    25. What Is Your Favorite Part Of Your Emotional Being: idk
    26. Are You Happy With You: small kine.. hahaha
    27. Are You Happy With Your Life: small kine only though..
    28. Are You Scared Right Now: scared of?
    29. If You Could Change Something In Your Life, Right Now, What Would it be? Idk.. I cant really think
    30. Say Something To Someone That May Or May Not Read This: Shizz…if only everything were so easy to do. If only we could turn back time ahh.. oh wellz.

    FAVORITE:

    1. Quote: Ya Tebya Lyublyu, YA TEBYA LYUBLYU Sara,  Mne Nuzhna Ty, MNE NUZHNA TY Sara
    2. Room in house: get plenty
    3. Girl’s Name: shhh….it start with an S
    4. Guy’s Name: Im lost.
    5. Ice cream: anything that taste good
    6. Person to talk to about your problems: Sara
    7. Type of music: rock/russian: tatu or taty/Hi Fi
    8. Magazine: PSM
    9. Song: Spring Victory — Carly
    10. Shampoo: Whatever my mom buys
    11. Soap: Whatever my mom buys
    12. Movie: A Walk to Remember
    13. Actor/Actress: Uh…
    14. Beverage: Coke
    15. Candy: m&m’s…red ones only
    16. Gum: I hardly eat gum.. not good for your teeth!
    17. Sport To Play: Um……
    18. Sport To Watch: Um…..
    19. Subject In School: English
    20. Time Of Day: day..hahahha
    21. Family Member: get plenty
    22. Number: 11
    23. Salad Dressing: Ranch/None
    24. Blanket/Stuffed Animal: blah..
    25. Quote From A Movie: so gay.. no more
    26: Day Of The Week: Friday
    27. Color: Gray, white and black
    28. Perfume And Cologne: shizz..
    29. TV Show: Family Guy
    30. Flower: Roses/Daisies
    31. Pair Of Pants: I get plenty
    32.Food Place: Jacks
    33. Game: does my gameboy count?
    34. Teacher: Mr. Javier!
    35. Love Song: Pokemon — Misty’s Song
    36. Month: December
    37. Season: Summer
    38. Vacation Spot: um.. somewhere
    39. Person To Give Advice To: wahh…
    40. Person To Get Advice From: Sara

    IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU:

    1. Cried? yes
    3. Gotten Sick? no
    4. Sang? uh.. I think so
    5. Eaten? yes
    6. Been Kissed? no
    7. Felt Stupid? no
    8. Said I love you? no
    9. Wanted To tell someone you loved them but didn’t? yah
    10. Met someone new? no
    11. Moved on? No
    12. Talked to an Ex: no
    14. where did 13 & 14 go? You people got screwed with the numbers…
    15. Had a Serious Talk: no
    16. Missed someone? yes
    17. Hugged Someone? no.. I wish
    18. Fought with you parents? no
    19. Fought with a friend? no
    20. Dreamed about someone you can’t be with? yes, always
    21. Had a lot of sleep? no.. today I only had 8 hours
    22. Describe the Funniest thing that happened: I have a lot.. do you got all the time?

    God Bless =y

  • my love life really hurts badly…and i mean really really really hurts…..help me!!!!!!!!!

  • i really hate it…i really hate it…i really hate my friends….they air me out….they dont speak to me…they used me…they treat me as hell…they dont even care about me…..i think this is the end of the VendettaZ…dont really know y they air me out…i think it’s time to meet some new friends now….somebody help me….

  • [release] session.4. just.wanna.fall.in.love.again
    Yes this is my new layout……looks kinda pokemonish kind right? haha…Ash n Misty is the theme….Sara convince me that i should put up this layout of minds…even though it show kidy-kind images……this theme is all about the feelings about the person that you really like but not showing it to him/her…thats y i chosen Misty and Ash….Misty really like Ash but she doesnt wanna show her feelings to Ash because she is really scared that Ash is going to break Misty’s heart…so yeah…you know yeah…it’s like me….i wanna tell me feelings to this person but i dont know where to start…i wanna tell her but really scared that if she going break my heart…i know everything is so easy but telling your feelings is really hard to do. I wanna tell you what I’m feeling, and to say that, I love you. I try, but I can’t pretend that I. Don’t feel for you the way I do. Can’t you see?