October 13, 2003

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  emo.session.day.40

  dam i never update long time yea?...anyways nothing good happend...what's the point of updating if nothing good happen?anyways...i got more poems to put up!!!
  

  Lost

  Lost... I see nothing but fog.
  Alone, wandering aimlessly,
  Only the mist understands
  My blurr'ed thoughts.

  I walk through the days...weeks.
  You can't reach me;
  I'm not here;
  Only a shell of someone who once was-
  A zombie to daily tasks,
  A body who has lost its mind.
  
  

  Depressed

  When I'm here, I'm not here
  I'm silent as the grave
  You don't even know I'm near
  or if I'm even alive

  When I'm here, I'm far away
  I've become like a shadow
  Never seen in the day
  I go unnoticed, unwanted, not cared for

  When I'm here, I'm nowhere
  I'm always inbetween
  I wish I was somewhere
  Somewhere I'm really there.
  
  

  How does it feel?

  Your harsh cruel words
  Tore every inch of my sincerity
  It feels like you no longer care.
  Its just not fare.
  How can you do this to me.
  To say those meaningful words
  Which engraved into my forever fading soul.
  I don’t think I could ever be free…
  Its like I’m being captivated for eternity.

  How does it feel?
  To drown in your own words and tears
  How does it feel?
  To live in such fear.

  Your voice scared me.
  Ripping out my maturity.
  Leaving me left with this childish spirit.
  Only god knows how long it takes
  To relinquish this heartfelt shit.

  How does it feel?
  To drown in your own words and tears
  How does it feel?
  To live in such fear.

  Remembrance of the past.
  Embraces me warmly.
  But now driving up fast
  Towards the present time.
  Affecting our future together
  Makes me worry of
  How our life would be
  Without each other.

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