October 1, 2003

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  emo.session.29
  poems again....that i made

  session.1 - first person

  I still have your pictures in my wallet
  I know I shouldn't care
  I still have all the letters you wrote
  when you still were there

  The petals from the rose you gave me
  and the origami swan
  some string from the class ring you gave me
  and the tied up peice of grass you gave me from our lawn

  Everything you've given me
  both intangible and not
  are tucked safely in my jewelry box
  and forever in my heart.

  I still don't understand
  how things went away
  I'm stuck waiting for you forever
  My friends all ask why

  Why do you care so much?
  She's not worth it
  look what she did to you.
  Their words make sense in my head,
  but not in my heart.

  ...I'm moving on
  You've changed so much
  Your sweetness turned sour...

  I'm meeting new people
  my hope has returned
  There might be someone else out there
  who can steal my heart like you have
  ...someone who might treat me better...

  Yet I know
  If I ever see you again
  I won't know what to do.
  A flood of emotion-
  every feeling will return.

  The wholenes I felt in your arms kills me now.
  I feel hollow .
  ..It's not fair.

  I said I'd never fall so quickly
  but I did, and look what happened
  I fell, and no one caught me

  There will always be a place for you in my heart
  a place you'll never come to again.

  to this special someone out there

  For my Love

  I haven't met you
  nor smelled your sweet scent
  yet I know you're out there
  just someplace I haven't been

  Nowhere that I can see
  your sweet smile upon me
  or hear your voice
  whisper my name in my ear

  How can I reach you
  send my thoughts far
  no place mortals tread
  somewhere amoung the stars

  session.2&-&carry this picture...tomorrow...

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